A book from John Spicer's Holy Grail poetry cycle.
l. Backyards and barnlots If he only could have stopped talking for a minute he could have understood the prairies of American Whitman, I mean, not Galahad who were both born with the same message in their throats Contemplating America from Long Island Sound or the Grail from purity is foolish, not in a bad sense but foolish as if words or poetry could save you. The Indians who still walked around the Plains were dead and the Grail-searchers were dead and neither of them knew it. Innocent in the wind, the sound of a real bird's voice In-vented.
2. Galahad was invented by American spies. There is no reason to think he existed. There are agents in the world to whom true and false are laughable. Galahad laughed When he was born because his mother's womb had been so funny. He laughed at the feel of being a hero. Pure, For as he laughed the flesh fell off him And the Grail appeared before him like a flashlight. Whatever was to be seen Underneath.
3. "We're off to see the Wizard, the wonderful Wizard of Oz," Damned Austrailians marching into Greece on a fool's errand. The cup said "Drink me" so we drank Shrinking or rising in size depending how the bullets hit us Galahad had a clearer vision. Was an SS officer in that war or a nervous officer (Albanian, say), trying to outline the cup through his glasses. The Grail lives and hovers Like bees Around the camp and their love, their corpses. Honey-makers Damned Austrailians marching into Greece on a fool's errand.
4. To drink that hard liquor from the cold bitter cup. I'll tell you the story. Galahad, bastard son of Elaine Was the only one allowed to find it. Found it in such a way that the dead stayed dead, the waste land stayed a waste land. There were no shoots from the briers or elm trees. I'll teach you to love the Ranger Command To hold a six-shooter and never to run The brier and elm, not being human endure The long walk down somebody's half-dream. Terrible.
5.
Transformation then. Becoming not a fool of the grail like the
others were but an arrow, ground-fog that rose up and
down marshes, loosing whatever soul he had in the shadows
Tears of ivy. The whole lost land coming our to meet this
soldier
Soldier in a land of those who had to stay alive,
Cheat of dream
Monster
Casually, ghostlessly
Leaving the story
And the land was the same
The story the same
No hand
Creeping out of the shadows.
6. The Grail was merely a cannibal pot Where some were served and some were not This Galahad thinks. The Grail was mainly the upper air Where men don't fuck and women don't stare This starling at dawn That shatters the earth with her noisy song This Galahad thinks. But the Grail is there. Like a red balloon It carries him with it up past the moon Poor Galahad thinks. Blood in the stars and food on the ground The only connection that ever was found Is what rich Galahad thinks.
7. The Grail is as common as rats or seaweed Not lost but misplaced. Someone searching for a letter that he knows is around the House And finding it, no better for the letter. The grail-country damp now from a heavy rain And growing pumpkins or artichokes or cabbage or whatever They used to grow before they started worried about the Weath. Man Has finally no place to go but upward: Galahad’s Testament. End of Book of Galahad